Twice

I drew the rough sketches with a pencil. But all the colors and fonts are from an AP on my iphone.

*Twice I've held you in my arms while you slowly died.
*You told me that in the end it would all be okay, as you took your last breath.
*And like the others, the Virus took you away from me
*But like the others, the Virus brought you back
*And I held on to that hope... on to you...
*(I had you again)
*I knew it was never what you wanted. But I couldn't face this world without you
*I was selfish
*I was disgusting
*But I couldn't live with out you.
*How could I?
*But then came the day that you stopped eating...
*I knew you could't starve. But yet you still refused the meat I brought you....
*(You were a blood thirsty Monster after all)
*I met those eyes; your blank, haunting orbs
*...You. You were in pain. Your soul
*But how? Before me was just a creature who should eel nothing.
*And yet...
*(There Truly was nothing left of you...)
*(Even your shell wanted to die)
*It was I, wasn't it?
*I was the monster
*You... You were never meant to stay by my side. Not like this
*How could I have done this?
*My beautiful love, Twice now I've held you in my arms while you've died
*(Twice)
*I'll make you beautiful again... I'll return you to those memories
*(For you truly are beautiful)
*Please. Please just know how much I love you
*(My angel)
*After all, it was you who told me that in the end... We would all be okay
*And this time, my love, I'll believe every last word